Thursday, 07 February 2008

• language content. innocents are warned.

  i'm miserable.

  i have been basically bed ridden for about five days now. 99-101 fevers if i dont take tylenol exactly 4 hours after the previous. sleeping with a humidifer just to breathe, pain pills just to sleep...

  and i am BITCHY. big time.

  chad really hurt me today. i asked for it. i am having some female probs so no intimacy til those are cleared up, but i also told him i would rather not until i lost at least 5 pounds. i have been trying to follow weight watchers despite being sick. been on it for two weeks. i just...i dont feel good about myself and since i cant exercise a lot i want to learn how to eat right if nothing else.

  i told him that and he said that i have been through like six diets in the past year that he knew of so i need to just stick with one. that i needed to exercise.

  like i haven't tried. .....like it's my fault. maybe it is. maybe i just have not tried hard enough...

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